In Memoriam: Kim Jong Hyun

Hari itu tanggal 18 Desember 2017. Ulang Tahun Bita. Sedang bergegas menuju rumah Bita untuk surprise party ala-ala bersama teman-teman lain. Berhenti sejenak jajan martabak disambi kepo di allkpop, tetiba menemukan sebaris breaking news: Shinee Jonghyun found dead.

What??? Is that Jonghyun we really know..??? Jonghyun of Shinee..?? The BlinkBlink Jjong..?? The idol with wide grin on our laptop screen..?? The One who give many hopes and strength with his Breath or In The End of Day..? The honey voice that I love as my lullaby..? The Jonghyun…not just random Jonghyun or nugu artist…but Kim Jong Hyun of SHINEE..?? From SM Entertainment..???

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brightest smiles hide the deepest secrets, the most beautiful eyes have cried the most tears, and the kindest hearts have felt the most pain *NN

 

Big Shock lah ya..jelas kami tidak mengenal dia secara personal, tapi Jonghyun bukan orang asing. Minimal pernah liat langsung dari kejauan saat nonton konser SM Town World Tour 2012 di Jakarta. Dan commite suicide..? dari wajah seriang Jonghyun..? yang temannya banyak kalo liat di portal berita dan sosial media. Yang bukan orang nganggur tanpa tujuan hidup. Yang baru selese konser, dan ternyata juga sedang bersiap solo comeback dan group tour awal tahun depan. Kalo menurut teori Detective Conan, bunuh diri gak mungkin dilakukan. But thats the fact..depression kills people.

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with our Taeyeon, the Kim Siblings

Tanpa bermaksud menganalisa, mengapa dan bagaimana, lets prepare our self and try to be happy, thankfull, and hold on family, friends, and yang paling penting, Allah. Let’s use the motto, “Kerjakan bagianmu, serahkan selanjutnya pada Tuhan” yang Maha Menentukan Segalanya.

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Cerita tentang Jjong dan segala penderitannya, jadikan pelajaran berharga. Jangan mengukur rasa sakit orang lain dari sudut pandang kita. Jangan mengukur kebahagiaan orang lain dari sudut pandang kita. Kalo kita pikir Jjong harusnya bahagia karena dia kaya, terkenal, berbakat, toh kenyataanya bukan itu yang dia rasa. Kalo menurut kita Jjong harusnya gak usah sedih atau terjatuh karena hal-hal yang menimpa dia, yang buat kita mungkin gak ada apa-apanya dan ada orang lain yang lebih menderita, ternyata mungkin kita sedang dzolim padanya. Wallahualam.

 

NB:

Taeyeon post this goodbye letter on her IG, dan itu bikin nangis lagi  T_T

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Translate:

“That was you, and if another you existed, everyone will still love you. I want to like you, love you, and encourage you. I want to hug you once more. That’s what I could’ve done but I hate myself for regretting like this after losing my chance.

Our unfortunate, precious Jonghyun. Our Jonghyun, who I feel like will answer Yes! in a high tone if I call right now on the phone, I miss you so much. I’m sorry I didn’t embrace you enough. I love you and thank you.

I remember you telling me about how you wrote ‘Lonely’ with me in your thoughts. We are very similar and alike. We know those feelings.

Kim Jonghyun, the most special, cool, fantastic artist in my life, I miss you so much and I want to hold your hand.

Jonghyun ah, you are the best. You worked so hard. I will make sure you’re not lonely.”

 

 

 

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